Wednesday, January 13, 2010

A decision is MADE!

WA BEH TAHAN LIAO!
finally i make a decision....to tender letter!!!
hopefully i can get job within this coming 2 month notice.
every day goin wrk doin stupid idiot stuff!!which i'm blur of~~
table full with lotsss of paper n file...i wish to Burn it!!!!
every time also heard of CUT OFF day...payment day~
sleep also will think of it~
eat also can't finish my food~~
super stress work - for me ..as i cant handle~
everyday wake up at 6.30 work till 8pm what kind of life.....
i want my life to be wonderful....duwan die of this kind of work!!
so i choose to tender letter by this week!!!
i want happiness for myself....if not i'm gonna crazy soon~
HAPPINESS is important to me~

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

BAD LUCK fOllowing me

i lost my RM40.00 that is my whole week meal $$ d~
haiz..why like that??
what wrong with me at this begining of yr 2010?
not a good start...everythng is changing
bad luck is following me.....follow me as "u" like
i'm stuck in the middle of the sea....still *terapung-apung*
i just follow my heart rite...so change job...
will it possible to find job within 2 month?
can it be???
thr is No direction for me.....
every1 is leaving slowly....
i'm standing alone waiting n waiting the miracle on me~~
失去自己 找不回

Sunday, January 3, 2010

030110

i'm crying....is become of that stupid wrk!!!
我不想认输。。。那我该怎样?
要继续还是跑
it's tough....at the 1st week
can u imagine the 1st day ppl alrdy told u ...."u nid to leran up all within 2 week"
thn after tat ask u to reply all mail in the 3rd day of ur job!~
keep asking u to fast learn up ....n u r still blur at the 1st plc!!!
how long can i take me??
will it be more than 3 month???
should i find other job or continue??
should i stay??
where is the direction??
whr is the way??
i'm lost!! LOsT the way~~

Saturday, January 2, 2010

31.12.09

很美的月亮
出现在最后一天09年
坐着赏月
这样的过了一年